| sometimes i wish i could make it so i didnt overthink things. everything would be so much simpler. and a lot less confusing. and i wouldnt care about things as much. |
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| i feel like being mean to myself. i dont think i can be nice to myself, not with all this... its just too hard. even if i could, i dont deserve it. so yeah, im gonna go do that. just thought id share. |
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| change is what keeps me going. i dont like everything to be the same all the time. different is good. and i can be whatever i want. you can get over it. i dont talk because i dont know what to say. as soon as you give me something good to talk about, i will. im not ignoring you. im probably listening closer... or talking to myself. i really do hate all of this. and im sorry for complaining so much. |
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| i dont wanna grow up. ive just decided. i want to be a little kid forever. i want to laugh constantly, never have a smile leave my face. i dont want to cry every night. and i dont want to worry anymore. i dont want to graduate in 2 years. im only going to be 17. i have no clue what im doing after. and i know its going to go away so fast. make this stopppp. |
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